Sunday, May 21, 2006

Thinking Thinking Thinking

Today Reading my Own Blog I was thinking does someone really read this my thinking and if yes does it effects him or her I was really surprised by what I was writing… I mean it was real me writing first I didn’t use to write my name on my blog then I thought why should hide it my thinking its my thought process what other can do for it… and if they do like it or Don’t like it they can always leave a comment … there is a option for that down there somewhere..

Life seems light after I write a blog as if all the tension has gone away.. Tomorrow I have exam and here I am writing this blog… just to release a little bit of tension.. I am really happy that I can express my feeling..

U can also be Happy just comment if u read this.. So that I know u came u saw and what u felt… I would love it

Have a Nice day

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Complicated People

Why do people change.. is it always for good or sometimes because they think they r too good and there should be some bad things in them… I met a lot of people I found out they were so cool people.. they were good but then they had to come up with something bad… I lost my friend because of this he is such a good person stayed with him for 6 months.. but now I hate him and probably he also… I don’t know what went wrong we had such a nice friendship going on…

A big factor is MONEY… it creates all the tension and sometimes it’s the problem solver… I don’t know where we went wrong…was it EGO which came between us… there must be something which led to all this… I don’t really know… but we just started hating each other…

The problem is when such things happened we don’t know what really happened because it just hides behind all the things we make up in mind.. and because we don’t want to realize maybe we had gone wrong somewhere and these r times we loose a friend…

I really want to get all this stuff back together but I know it is difficult… and it happens that when things go wrong they totally do… I hope someday we both get a chance to tell each other what really is the matter what really went wrong where I felt bad and I could know where he felt bad about something I did…

Why can’t we understand people much better why do we have to be so complicated …I really want to know